I can’t just stop thinking about him. I really want to move on because I know I deserve better, I deserve someone who will treat me well and would rate me. Please how can I move on from this boy it’s like I’m obsessed with him or what ?. I honestly just want to forget about this guy to be so honest.
You’re obsessed because you wanted something from him that you didn’t get. You feel like things ended too soon and it’s like the picture you had in your head was ripped apart and maybe you feel used or maybe you don’t have answers and that’s what is impossible to just stop caring about. That’s why the ones who hurt us are the hardest to forget. Because we thought they were different but we were so wrong and we hate being wrong about people. But you’ll heal, just keep telling yourself that he wasn’t special or good to you so it’s not him that you can’t get over, it’s not his personality or his heart, it’s the pain he caused you. And once you recover from that, which you will, he’ll have no power over you anymore. It just takes time.
“I used to dislike being sensitive. I thought it made me weak. But take away that single trait, and you take away the very essence of who I am. You take away my conscience, my ability to empathize, my intuition, my creativity, my deep appreciation for the little things, my vivid inner life, my deep awareness of others’ pain, and my passion for it all.”
You were everything I never knew I wanted. And we had fun and it was love, I really think it was. But the key is… I never wanted you. It just happened and it was good but it was never something I was looking for. I was already complete and you were just something extra that made my life temporarily better. A way to spend my time that I never had before. But I didn’t need you, I never actually needed you, and I still don’t.
6th April 2021
Reblogged From keeepingitpersonall
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